hiya...woke up juz caz of lydia's msg. haha! by the way, thanks ya. you woke me up or else gotta be late for school. have to go to school for the macromedia flash thingy. took bus to school and they dun want to open the side gate. had to walk all the way la. waited for tracy first at the bus stop then we walk walk. hmm...after this workshop thingy, i ate my noodles in school. I da pao to school caz i think i dun have time to go all the way to mcd then come back in 1/2 an hours time. actually can make it wan la but i dun want to got like choke to death. haha..must eat on the way and goble everything mah. did that before think is last year speech day with erni. haha! okie.. then have to go to 3/3 for the leadership training. is on MOTIVATION! hmm...firstly, got to come out with you own CCA perspective of motivation. so this is what we have came out of. M for music. o for orchestra. T for treble clef, i for intelligence. V for vivace. a for allegro. t for tenor clef, i for innovation. o for octive and n for notes. this form the word MOTIVATION. yeah...but it sounds like we are sort of litty student. forming our own poem. haha! self assessment on you negativity. hmm..let's see. firstly, your internal negativity. it indicate the nature of your own internal negative thinking. for me is moderate. ya..then for the second self assessment. the negativity from others. for me, is high from this. see...then the last test is to see your case of negaholic in the whole la. this is what they say about me.

"you need to take your condition seriously. without proper care and attention you will become a certified negaholic. you need some form of positive input each week to turn this condition around. a chart of wall with stickers and stars, journal writing, listening to self help audio tapes or positive image tapes before going to bed, reading self help book a month. additionally, each day write 10 acknowlegements to help to cure this advanced condition."

see larz..the people around me influence me wan la. those people who are quite close to me have so super high negaholic. so you are not supposed to find faults with what i do okie. and points out my mistake and turn on my tap of tears. it really hurt me alot okie. my fragile little heart. is bleeding inside. Actually, i know myself more through this type of test la. so even if people scold me, must think positiviely by saying to yourself that she is only trying to inform you smth. haha...hmmm. think positively~..dots..